Had three things on tap for tonight.

Pilates, bellydance drills, and making xmas cds.

Instead of buying gifts for each other, my group of friends are making cds of music that we enjoy and is important to us.

Pilates? Check.

Bellydance drills? Nope.

xmas cds? Nope.

I'm exhausted. I finished the pilates and now I want to sleep.I can barely type. I don't know what happened.

exhausted.

sleep now.

Totally almost got thrown out. No joke.

Caleb got a stern warning and hand stamp for crowd surfing. He got two rows up in the pit and then got tired and hot so he backed up about 8 people and said... hoist me up, and they did. The bouncers were assholes.

Tara and I came down from the balcony and found Vince and Chris right away. We were both like... um, where's Caleb? Then Tara's eyes get huge and she says, THERE HE IS.. he just went surfing by.

Whatcha know.

It was a good night. I am in love with Dave Mustaine's hair. It was so soft and fluffy... I wanted to roll around in it.

I'd still hit it.

Especially Sunday.

Hanging with Laura on Saturday, meeting with the ever lovely miischelle on Sunday to talk dance stuff, heading to my good friend Lainie and Steve's Engagement Party then off to the Megadeth concert Sunday night with Tara, Vince and Caleb.

Not sure how the hanging with Caleb is going to go, but we'll see.

So why do I bust my ass at the gym only to come home and crave fucking EVERYTHING?!!

I want to do nothing but eat right now. I had dinner (peanut butter, banana and raspberry preserves sammich --delicious) after I got home but I want like Jack in the Box or OMG TACO BELL. Taco Bell sounds so fucking amazing right now.

This has been happening to me every night. I don't get it.

Make it STOP.

I would love you long time.

Quick Seven:



Rock on!






Pimped.






total 108/365

Totes busting out the booze tomorrow night.

It is ON.

My bro is in town, we have video games... I PWN'D his ass at wii sports resort fencing. It was fun as hell too. He's been practicing, and let me know via text that I am so going down!

Whatever. It's on. Plus, Call of Duty Modern Warfare...

FUCK YES.

2 days of drinking and gaming with my family. I cannot wait. CANNOT WAIT.

At the rate I'm going, I'll never finish.

Lolz.

http://thisiswhyyourefat.com/post/212954411/el-nino-ground-beef-sauteed-onions-sour-cream

ETA: OH GOD. OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD. http://thisiswhyyourefat.com/post/173055508/meatini-a-full-english-fried-breakfast-served-in

Steph and I went on a walk, and saw a hawk eating a squirrel. I was also sent om nom noms by the boobilicious Chef Shan better known as bunglevolante

The hawk had it's butt in the air when I first saw it, so I looked at it and said...

( Is that a goose? )

I can tell I'm a lot more comfortable with my body... for the last half hour I've been packing my stuff (some friends and I have a hotel room at the casino for tonight) and I got super chilled... that's when I realized I'm topless. I've been running around my place trying to get my stuff together almost completely naked.

Now, save your hooting and hollering. I don't wanna hear it. Except from YOU, Brandy. ;)

You can hoot and holler at me all you want. SEX UP MY INTARWEBS BIZNITCH.

Feet hurtsies.

But, I will have running shoes! Yay! Ran a mile tonight. Technically, ran nearly two.. but guess who did it in under 12 minutes? I DID! Shocked myself.

I figured I'd run at least a 15-16 minute mile. Nope. Much faster. I guess the healthy working out track I've been on for the last few months has really set me up nicely. I have serious hope to by the time I'm ready to do the triathlon, to be under 10 minutes. Was on the track for 40 minutes, actually felt like running a few more laps, aaaaand a group of 15 showed up for their final leg of "boot camp" track got awfully crowded.

So, I skipped off on my merry way home to have a small protein shake and lay on my couch and watch some TV before falling asleep.

I have big plans for you.

I have a new budget that will allow me to save up for the things I want to do. And they are going to be done next year. Nepal, here I come!

And I've decided to train for a triathlon. I'm joining The Heights Rec Center on my lunch, they have a full size aquatic center with 3 swimming lanes. My new focus will be on running, biking and swimming. And, dancing of course. I'm going to be stepping that up as well.

I was thinking the love life had stalled out, but it's looking like timing was just wrong. I've got myself another chance, and this time it's incredibly clear what I want. It's on the back burner for now, I've got other things I need to focus on, but it will be there. 2010 is going to be awesome.

I found an ex from college on Facebook.

We're now friends. He's doing really really well. That's totally awesome.

BRILLIANT. I love you, Christopher Walken.

Much warmer and more comfortable than last year. Ahahaa. All around upgrade. It was good times.

( one self portrait and some other photos of me from the party )

These are from Vince who went as Captain America. I'll post more when Laura and Lainie get theirs up. Laura took almost 100 photos. We were in rare form. I got home at 3:30 am, did NOT go to sleep and have only napped about 2 hours.

Totally worth it.

( I love my friends so hard, it hurts sometimes. )

My Halloween make up for Sookie Stackhouse. You'll have to wait for others to post their pics to see the Merlotte's t-shirt and green apron. Oh and terrible blond wig. It was HILARIOUS!!

Poor Sookie. Always getting beat up.




My costume was quite the crowd pleaser. All night long everyone called me Sookie. It's was pretty awesome. This is the best one on my cam that others took. That's my friend Laura. She went as Poison Ivy. Made the entire costume herself. Seriously, girl talented.

Damn good photo. Good Job, Tara!